Trying to get used to not being in the military anymore. It's been a hard struggle for us to overcome. Things aren't working out job wise for either of us and we found out the bank won't loan us money for a house payment for the next 2 years since the housing market has crashed. And because I haven't worked for 2 years and Chris is now retired. We will be paying higher rent then what it would cost for a house. I don't regret homeschooling Leia. It was worth the sacrifice. She's worth it.I fell like I've ruined my career that I've worked so hard for. I just pray that a hospital or a clinic in my field will give me a chance.