???we're going...we're not... Who knows??????????

I am so sick of this mess that we are in. We don't know if we are coming home or not now. Our house is completely packed except bare minumen we have a truck scheduled for us to pick up and move, our house cleaner set up, our housing date set I've have quit the hospital and have one week left to work MRI and now they are saying theres a 50-50 % chance if we are going or not. Plus if he does go it will be for 2 years . ACCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!