Oct.

The cool weather is finally here to stay. It's so nice and cool most of the day. By noon it gets into the mid 80's most days. But it sure beats the high 90's and 100's that we had not so long ago. I love having the windows open. Chevy and Ruger love it too. Chevy keeps her head pressed against the screen window taking in the new sounds,smells,and cool breeze from an open window.Ruger swears it's hot in here and begs to be let outside every 10 minuets. Once he's out he doesn't want to come back in. I love watching him sniff the air and rolling around in the grass like he did when he was younger. Once he got carried away and went rolling down the hill. D on the other hand is like, it's to flipping cold outside ,and he shivers. It could be 80 and he shivers. He finds a spot on the carpet where the sun is beating down on it and his body will soak up all the sun rays. It's different here. The leaves aren't changing. I told Chris I feel like driving up to Vermont to see the leaves. It won't happen but a girl can dream can't she. Not much is going on here today. Leia is studying History and we have a soccer practice today at 5. Chris is with a friend out at a gun show. Last night Chris took us out to a nice dinner. After he saw what we go through with school he now feels sorry for us.He has Monday off and it's so not fair that we have to do school. I think I might just do half a day and enjoy some much needed family time.
Chris has 217 days left until he's retired, SO that makes it 7 months and 4 days. I'm getting pretty nervous about the big move and finding jobs for both of us. I know I have to leave first and get a job,I just don't want to make a mistake. I'm almost at a panic of the thought.... Anyway I keep praying about it and feel like when the time is right doors will open up.They just might not be the doors we are looking for though. I know in the end no matter what we will make it through.